Sometimes silence speaks more than words. Today, I feel a growing sensation of…an unpexpressed bitterness & a want for drifting away from this world of accepted & even embraced depravity.  An  uncouth scorn & even self-loathe for watching you staining our species & others with your smug fucking bullshit every fucking day. I will not try to understand your ways, nor will I hear you out, I will not let any fucking hippie love in. You’ve used your chances, no more second chances, no more Mr Reasonable & politically correct understanding; you are the sole motivation for my hate, the pain inflicted on my “weak” moments, the light that flickers in a revolting underground porn club. “I even hate you more than I hate myself”, that’s how bad it is. Believe me, I’ve tried to understand the ways of modern man, but what the fuck did I get in return? Nothing, nothing but arrogance & lowlife spite. Fucking philistines, may you burn in hell.

I’m not here to prove to you how smart I am, like the rest of you lowlife wannabes. I know I’m not an elite intellectual & I’m not here to prove anything, but to spit my bile on the world you proudly represent. From the gutter to the highest ranks of society, you’re all made of the same weak flesh & blood, and so am I, but at least I don’t deny it &, like you, live happily in a fucking fantasy world of pink steam & self-indulgence, content with a spineless existence, thinking I’m a good person doing nothing to acknowledge my wrongs . It’s time for you to taste the aroma of the bitter soil, to have a taster of an alternative reality, if not what’s truly real.

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